“And if I want both of you?” she whispered, her heart beating so fast.
He took a step closer to her, so close she felt his heat. “Then we’d be the two luckiest men in the world, Lilly. We’d share you, protect you, make you so damn happy you never had to fear that the sadness of what happened would consume you.” He reached out and cupped her cheek. “We’d be so good to you, sweetheart.”
She licked her lips, leaned more into Riley’s touch, and knew she wanted this, wanted both of them. “I want to be with both of you, Riley. I’m in love with you and Tallin.”
He smiled, and this time it did reach his eyes. “I know, sweetheart. I know you were with Tallin last night, and I’m happy about that.”
Her heart palpated.
Riley took another step forward. “In fact, knowing you were with Tallin, knowing that there was even a possibility you’d want us both in your life, turned me on so much, Lilly.” He took hold of her wrist and placed it between their bodies, right over his erection. “This is what you do to me. Just thinking about you, thinking about you with Tallin, getting off because of it, because you want both of us, makes me so damn hard Lilly.”
Lilly couldn’t control the torrent of emotions moving in her.
“Do you like knowing you do this to me?” he asked with heat in his voice.
She couldn’t answer, couldn’t find her voice. Instead she nodded. And then something crackled and sizzled behind Riley’s eyes. He started kissing her, claiming her mouth with all the possession she yearned for.
He went for her shirt, pulled it up and over her head unceremoniously, and never once did he stop kissing her.
Lilly pulled back and breathed heavily when he unhooked her bra and slid it off her body. Her breasts spilled free a second before his mouth latched onto one of her aching nipples.
She threw her head back and moaned, not about to stop the sound from leaving. He gripped her breast with his other hand and tweaked her nipple between thumb and forefinger.
He let go of the elongated bud with a resounding pop, and her skin cooled when the chilly air touched the sensitized flesh.
Riley covered her mouth with his again. He lifted her up and onto the desk, and she spread her legs wide to accommodate his larger frame. A gasp left her when he ground his erection against her jean-covered pussy. She wanted to be fully naked for him.
She tilted her head to get better access to his lips, his tongue roaming the inside of her mouth with such skilled concentration she thought she would pass out from the pleasure.
“That’s it, sweetheart. Just give yourself to me,” he murmured against her mouth.
She felt his hands start to undo the button and zipper of her pants before pulling them and her panties off. Lifting her ass to help him get the offending material off, she was so aroused all she could do was go through the motions.
The air wafted over her thighs and overheated pussy.
He broke the kiss and stared down at her with a heated expression, his breathing erratic, his lips red from their kissing. She looked at him with wide eyes, touching her tingling lips in remembrance, in shock at how turned on she was.
“I want you so badly, Lilly. If you aren’t sure about all of this, about being with Tallin and me, I’ll stop. God help me, it won’t be easy, but I’ll stop.” His voice was gruff and low as he watched her.
She knew Riley would stop in an instant if that was what she really wanted.
But I don’t want that.
He appeared tense, his expression one of fierce concentration while he waited for her response. He stroked his fingers over her side and belly, waiting for her to lead the way, to cease or move this forward.
“I want this. Please don’t stop.”
He groaned. “Your happiness is my happiness. Your pleasure is my pleasure.” He didn’t elaborate, but then again he didn’t need to. He was telling her in so many words he accepted what she wanted, whom she wanted.
She focused on him, her heart racing. Her whole life had changed in such a short period of time, in some ways bad, but in others for the good. He cupped her head, his smile one of knowing, love, and acceptance.
He leaned in and kissed her. His tongue slipped past the seam of her lips and pushed against her tongue. His hands moved down to her ass, gripped it, and gathered her to the edge of the desk.
With one hand on her ass, he used his other one to move over her hip and belly. He was so close to her pussy that she could hardly stand it. She needed him to touch her.
He leaned back, his eyes filled with desire as he roamed his gaze over her naked flesh.
“You’re so beautiful.”