“Because she married Cardan,” Vivi says, sounding frustrated. “That’s what she’s talking about.”
“What?” Taryn says, astonished. “No.”
Then Grima Mog’s voice comes. Rough and scratchy. “Go on. You heard her. Although she must be the most foolish child ever born to get herself in this fix.”
“I don’t understand,” Taryn says.
“It’s not for us to question, is it?” Grima Mog says. “If the High Queen of Elfhame gives us an order, we do it.”
I grab for Taryn’s hand.
“You’re good at needlework,” I say with a groan. “Stitch me up. Please.”
She nods, looking a bit wild-eyed.
I can do nothing but hope as Grima Mog takes the cape from her own shoulders and spreads it out on the snow. I lie down on it and try not to wince as they rip my dress to expose my side.
I hear someone draw a sharp breath.
I look up at the dawn sky and wonder whether the Ghost has made it to the Palace of Elfhame. I recall the taste of Cardan’s fingers pressed against my mouth as fresh pain blooms at my side. I bite back a scream and then another as the needle digs into the wound. Clouds blow by overhead.
“Jude?” Taryn’s voice sounds like she’s trying to fight back tears. “You’re going to be okay, Jude. I think it’s working.”
But if it’s working, why does she sound like that?
“Not …” I get the word out. I make myself smile. “Worried.”
“Oh, Jude,” she says. I feel a hand against my brow. It’s so warm, which makes me think I must be very cold.
“In all my days, I have seen naught the like of this,” Grima Mog says in a hushed voice.
“Hey,” Vivi says, her voice wavering. She doesn’t sound like herself. “Wound’s closed. How are you feeling? Because some strange stuff is going on.”
My skin has the sensation of being stung all over with nettles, but the fresh, hot pain is gone. I can move. I roll onto my good side and then up onto my knees. The wool beneath me is soaked through with blood. Way more blood than I am ready to believe came from me.
And around the edges of the cloak, I spot tiny white flowers pushing through the snow, most of them still buds, but a few opening as I look. I stare, not sure what I am seeing.
And then when I do understand, I can’t quite take it in.
Baphen’s words about the High King come to me: When his blood falls, things grow.
Grima Mog goes to one knee. “My queen,” she says. “Command me.”
I can’t believe she is speaking those words to me. I can’t believe the land chose me.
I had half-convinced myself I was faking being the High Queen, the way I faked my way through being the seneschal.
A moment later, everything else comes roaring back. I push myself to standing. If I don’t move now, I will never get there in time. “I’ve got to get to the palace. Can you watch over my sisters?”
Vivi fixes me with a stern look. “You can barely stand.”
“I’ll take the ragwort pony.” I nod toward it. “You follow with the horses you have at the campsite.”
“Where’s Cardan? What happened to that goblin he was traveling with?” Vivi looks ready to scream. “They were supposed to take care of you.”
“The goblin called himself the Roach,” Taryn reminds her.
“He was poisoned,” I say, taking a few steps. My dress is open on the side, the wind blowing snow against my bare skin. I force myself to go to the horse, to touch its lacy mane. “And Cardan had to rush him to the antidote. But he doesn’t know that Madoc sent the Ghost after him.”
“The Ghost,” Taryn echoes.
“It’s ridiculous the way everyone acts like killing a king is going to make someone better at being one,” Vivi says. “Imagine if, in the mortal world, a lawyer passed the bar by killing another lawyer.”
I have no idea what my sister is talking about. Grima Mog gives me a sympathetic glance and reaches into her jacket, drawing out a small stoppered flask. “Take a slug of this,” she says to me. “It’ll help you keep going.”
I don’t even bother asking her what it is. I am far beyond that. I just toss back a long swallow. The liquid scalds all the way down my throat, making me cough. With it burning in my belly, I heave myself up onto the back of the horse.
“Jude,” Taryn says, putting her hand on my leg. “You have to be careful not to pull your stitches.” When I nod, she unclasps the sheath from around her waist, then passes it to me. “Take Nightfell,” she says.
I feel better already with a weapon in my hand.
“We’ll see you there,” Vivi warns. “Don’t fall off the horse.”
“Thank you,” I say, reaching out my hands. Vivi takes one, and then Taryn clasps the other. I squeeze.
As the pony kicks its way into the frigid air, I see the mountains below me, along with Madoc’s army. I look down at my sisters, hurrying through the snow. My sisters, who, despite everything, came for me.