“She wants you home?” Addie arches her back, slipping her nipple into my mouth. I tug and tease, sucking and flicking my mouth all over her as I go. “What did you tell her?”
I slide my fingers between her legs and touch her soaking wet slit before I wrench my mouth away. It’s hard to drag it off her breast but I need to, to reply. To play this little game.
“I told her that I had something to take care of first.”
She stiffens for a moment and I realize my mistake. It’s all fun and games to mess around but I forgot in all
of it that the rumors of me cheating on her that tore us apart in the first place. I need to stop this now, so I focus on the kissing, moving my mouth further and further down until I can inhale her scent.
“Oh, you smell delicious,” I murmur, my breath tickling her clit. “I forgot how incredible you smell.”
She writhes and squeals, the pleasure getting the better of her. “Stop it, will you?”
I blow out another breath, and chuckle as she grabs onto my hair, tugging every time it feels good. Then I take my fingers and slide them along her slit, the wetness coating me as I do. I plunge my fingers into her, and bring my tongue a little closer to her. The urge to taste her already overwhelms me, it distracts me from any thought of teasing her. I just can’t bear it. I just can’t wait to send her over the edge.
With my free hand I grab her butt, then while I continue to thrust my fingers into her, I clamp my mouth down on her clit. She screams, this time the shrill noise explodes from her chest like a firework, so I move faster, more frantically, I become a mad man on a mission, desperate to coax the orgasm from her.
“Oh shit.” She lifts her butt off the bed, basically riding my fingers and making my tongue flick even faster. “Oh fucking hell, Jace, you are too much, you are…”
There’s more that she has to say, I know it, I can sense it, but she can’t get the words out. Much as I want to know what she has to say, I’m more concerned with seeing her fall apart. I want her to start the day exploding over my tongue so she thinks about me all day long. I love the idea of her sitting at her desk, being all corporate and business like, while thinking about the way I have turned her on all day long.
“Fuck, Jace.” She pulls my hair hard, almost yanking it from my skull, but I don’t care, I’m buzzing. High off life, I don’t care about the pain at all. The pleasure of tasting her over shadows everything else. “Shit.”
She bucks hard as the orgasm hits her. Her butt flies off the bed which makes it harder for me to keep my grip on her but she collapses back down just in time for me to feel that intense shudder racing through her body. I love it, knowing that shiver will be hot and filled with pleasure, bursting through her veins, consuming her entirely.
Shit, this is why it isn’t easy for me to just go back. Because I want to be here as well.
“Oh my god, Jace,” Addie gushes once the orgasm has ebbed away. “That was intense.”
“I know… and now I’m going to make you a coffee, because I don’t want you to be late for work.”
“Oh fuck!” She bolts upright. “Work, I almost forgot all about it.”
“Don’t panic, you aren’t late or anything, I just want to make sure that you have a nice morning.”
“Ooh, that sounds amazing.” She lies back down to really feel the post orgasmic bliss. “I haven’t ever been treated like this before. It’s nice, I like it.”
I want to make a promise to her that I will always do this for her, but it falls apart on my lips. I don’t want to make a promise that I won’t be able to keep. So, I smile and just say nothing. Once I’ve made my decision, I can say everything that I want to, I can make all the promises in the world.
“Right, well you just lie there and keep looking beautiful. I will be back in a moment.”
I leave the room with a mixture of emotions circling through me, I’m happy, I’m sad, I don’t know how I am. I’m unsettled, and I won’t be able to change that until I know.
19
ADDISON
“I ’m so glad you managed to fit me in tonight,” Luci says wryly as she brings us both glasses of wine to the table. “It seems like you have been really busy lately, what with all the dating.”
I nod and force a smile on my face. I hate this, this isn’t how it’s supposed to be. I have been avoiding Luci because I’ve been wrapped up in Jace, but also because I’m too scared to tell her the truth. I will have to though, and tonight is supposed to be the night. I’m just trying to work up the courage.
I take a giant swig of my drink for some Dutch courage.
“I know. I’m sorry about all of that, it’s hard to juggle everything, what with work…”
“Oh yeah, work.” Luci rolls her eyes. “I almost forgot about your workaholic tendencies for a moment there.”
“Yeah, well, I still need to get a lot done. That hasn’t changed.”