“Hmm, are you sure about that?” He doesn’t trust me, which makes me want to giggle. “Because I can’t follow what on earth is going on, and I’m sure you won’t be able to either.”
“Okay, I’ll admit it. I’m not really paying any attention. I keep drifting off.”
“Did you want to go up to bed, then? Get some serious rest.”
“Yeah, I think that’s a good plan. I hope I’ll be able to sleep better tonight.”
Carter takes my hand and leads me to the stairs. He keeps shooting smiles back at me which sends an unexpected shiver up and down my spine. I certainly didn’t think that today would end with me feeling certain ways, but the revelation that I might well be in love with this man really affects me. It makes me yearn for him, it causes such a stirring that I’m surprised my knees aren’t knocking together.
“I really like your room,” I comment as we get inside. It’s lovely, all pale blues and greens with big windows to stretch over the incredible view outside his back window. He has a great stretch of garden.
“You saw it yesterday… you do remember that, right?”
I giggle. “I wasn’t really looking last night to be honest. I was all in shock.”
“Yeah, of course. Well, thank you. It’s okay, I suppose.”
“And the bed is so comfortable.” I lie back on the sheets and groan with pleasure. “I love it.”
His weight presses down the side of the bed beside me, making me roll over towards him. I instantly press against him, and laugh again, somehow, through everything, feeling happy in this moment.
Carter’s arm rises and wraps around me, causing the butterflies in the pit of my stomach to transform to the size of birds. Hot blood pumps around my body, each beat of my pulse is just for him. I bite down on my bottom lip and smile up at him, wondering if it’s appropriate to start things up here. Will he think me crazy?
“You are so beautiful,” he comments with a smile. “I don’t think you know how beautiful you are, Raelyn.”
I trace my finger up and down his chest, mewing like a pussy cat at the feel of his muscles. The light pulsing in my panties becomes a deep throbbing so powerful that I might die if I don’t have him. We’re having tonight to just be, to forget about the trauma that we’re in, so I really want to roll with that.
I lean up and press my lips lightly against Carter’s, barely grazing him. The set of tingles running through me is so intense, I instantly need so much more from him. My addiction for him intensifies.
Carter kisses me back. Softly, at first, but the passion gets to him just like it has done me. I don’t know if he’s also being cautious, wanting to do the right thing, but this is definitely what I want to happen. As his tongue slips between my lips and he starts to explore me, I roll on top of him to take control of everything.
“Oh, Raelyn,” he grunts between my lips. “You are just too much for me.”
I slide my hands down his body until I reach the hemline of his shirt. He lifts off the bed just for long enough for me to strip it from him completely. I’m pretty sure that a button pings off and flies somewhere, but neither of us stop for long enough to really notice. We’re already too lost in one another.
“Oh, Carter.” I try to find the hemline of his boxers, but instead, I find myself touching the sexy V shape of his muscles that trails all the way down to his… to his… “Oh, wow!”
My hand wraps around his thick throbbing length, causing flames to flicker everywhere. I stretch my fingers and stroke him, panting as frantically as him as I move. Holding him like this, having the complete power over him, it turns me on so much. Almost as much as the fact that we’re actually doing this in a bed. Almost like normal people. This has to be a huge step in the right direction for us.
I sit up so I’m straddling him while I pump my fist, just staring at his face. His gorgeous face contorted in pleasure, twisted up in a blissful agony as I send him spinning. Everything that he’s feeling, I can almost experience it too and it’s powerfully intense. It makes me tumble even deeper in to love.
This is dangerous, I remind myself. Even more dangerous than the murderer outside.
“Come here, you.” Before I can get too lost in that thought, thank goodness, Carter grabs me and pulls me back to him. His rock hard cock nudges my entrance, which drives me crazy, but for the moment I’m happy to just kiss him. Mostly because his kisses are seriously hot as all hell. “Mmm, you’re amazing.”
I roll my hips over him, grinding against him, but unfortunately my clothes are in the way. That damn material that I would just love to melt away so I can have him inside of me already.
Carter senses what I need and he flips me on to my back. As he peels the layers away that are covering me, our eyes connect and I really feel him. More than ever before. Our connection is deeper, our bond more powerful, this chemistry we share is more intense. It isn’t just physical anymore. It’s spiritual as well.
His hands cup my breasts as his mouth connects with my throat. But just for a moment. Soon, his lips move down my body until his fingers are in the way of his lips. His mouth connects with my nipples and he sucks and licks me in to oblivion. My back arches, my hips roll, everything inside of me screams for him. Each tug sends a flurry of pleasure, each lick of his rough tongue makes me shudder, every brush of his lips leaves me glowing.
I need him. I need him so badly I could scream. I need to feel all of him right now.
“I… I want you,” I yell out. “Oh, Carter, I want you so badly.”
He slams into me then, his hard thrust echoing through the room, and I scream with bliss. He fills me up perfectly, grazing my walls, hitting powerful spots that I didn’t even know I had. My head fills with a thick fog, a heady inte
nse lust that I can barely stand. I’m seeing stars already. The pressure of heat is already building. His incredible cock, his magic touch, everything about him is absolutely perfect.