I can’t process anything else before his lips come crashing down on mine. My heart is about ready to jump out of my chest from his unbelievably intoxicating kiss. His tongue dances with mine as I moan deeper into the kiss. His body is pressing against mine causing my back to press harder into the cabinet. It hurts, but I don’t care, I’ll take the pain as long as his lips don’t leave mine.
His erection is throbbing against my thigh and I swear my panties just melted. A slight whimper escapes my mouth and he swiftly grabs me by my ass and sits me on the counter. Instinctively, my arms wrap around his neck pulling him closer. My body is throbbing with need for him.
He breaks the kiss slowly and we both stare at each other trying to even our breathing out. “I’ve been wanting to do that since I ran into you on the side of the road. You taste just as sweet as I thought you would.” He pants.
Again, I’m at a loss for words, but I can feel my cheeks turn a slight shade of red. If only he know I’ve been wanting the same thing. “I came in here to find you.” I admit to him.
“I was hoping you would. I should have talked to you outside, but I needed some space. I don’t care though.” His erection is still throbbing against my thigh and I can’t help but lick my lips. He’s done nothing but kiss me and my insides are igniting like the fourth of July. No man has ever made me feel this way before. Ever.
His eyes are filled with lust and he starts to lean in closer again, but Sienna’s voice breaks into the room. I could fucking kill her right now.
“Oh, shit sorry. Am I interrupting anything? I was just looking for you Shay, but I see you found Beau.” She says. I want to say thanks captain obvious, but instead I try my best to smile at her.
“Yeah, I found him. We were just getting ready to go back outside right?” I say looking at Beau. His eyes tell me he doesn’t want to go back outside and neither do I, but maybe it’s the best thing for right now.
“Yeah,” he says never taking his eyes off mine. “We’re heading back out now.”
He’s obviously going to need a minute before he can go outside, but that’s no big deal. “I’ll meet you outside Shay.” He says to me. I know what he has to take care of and I feel bad about that, but I just nod my head and hop down from the counter. He grabs my hand one more time and gives it a gentle squeeze. He may as well just have squeezed my heart. What the hell is happening?
Chapter 8
Back outside with Sienna and Rob, we’re watching people continue to play beer pong and others who are dancing. This is the laid back kind of party everyone wants to be at. There are no quarrels, everyone gets along and aims to have nothing but a good time. This is the kind of night I never want to end. Especially when Beau comes up behind me wrapping his arms around my waist. I nearly jump at his touch, but instantly relax. Part of me is totally smitten over this, but the other part of me is terrified of what this could do to me. In just a few short months, I’ll be going back to Missouri and Beau will be here. There’s no way anything could work with this. That doesn’t mean I can’t have fun though and enjoy every waking moment.
“How can you possibly do what you do to me?” he whispers huskily in my ear.
“What do I do to you?” I ask like I have no idea.
“You know what you did. I wanted you so bad, but not here, not like this.” His words make my insides melt. My heart races at the thought of being with Beau and I can’t help but imagine what it would feel like to have his hands and lips trace every inch of my body.
Justin Moore’s song ‘Lettin The Night Go’ comes on and I get excited, I love this song. Beau spins me around and begins to dance with me. I feel my heart falling further and further away from me and I want to hold it back, but I can’t. It won’t let me. He holds me so tight, it almost feels like we are one.
“You really forgive me?” I can’t help but ask as we dance.
“Shay, I’d be a stupid man not to.” He leans in planting a small kiss on the tip of my nose. I close my eyes taking this perfect moment in.
***
I awake the next morning almost in a panic. I don’t recognize where I am, but I do recognize the incredibly sexy man lying beside me. The first thing I look to see is whether we are wearing clothes or not. I feel horrible having to do that, but the rest of last night consisted of nothing but us drinking and all talking. I honestly don’t remember too much after our dance. I just know he’s perfect.
Shit, where is Sienna? I’m almost positive she is in Rob’s room, so I drop that thought and continue to stare at Beau. His eyes slowly open and he catches me watching him.
“Good morning, beautiful.” He murmurs against my skin. It’s pretty amazing to me that things could have been so screwed up last night, but by some miracle they seem better than ever.
“Good morning.” I reply. “This sounds horrible, but I seriously don’t remember coming in here last night.”
“You and Sienna were pretty drunk. Shit, we all were. Last night was pretty epic. No way in hell were either one of you getting behind the wheel of the car.” He tells me. I can’t help but be completely grateful that he cares so much.
“Thank you,” I tell him. “That means a lot to me.”
He smiles and pulls me closer. I could lay like this all day and never get tired of it. Matter of fact, Sienna and I spend all day there watching movies and hanging out. It’s the perfect end to the perfect weekend. The perfect beginning of the summer.
***
A month and a half has passed since that night at the party. We’ve spent practically every weekend there and Beau and I have grown closer. He’s too amazing too be true and I hate that. I hate that soon I’ll be leaving and he’ll be nothing more than an amazing memory. We’re lying in his bed and he moves to where he is hovering over my body. My shirt is lying on the ground and he’s licking his lips as he stares at my bare breasts. This isn’t our first time, but dammit, every time since then has felt like it. I’m shivering with need as he slowly lowers his mouth wrapping it around my nipple. My back arches as I whimper, begging him for more. I’m always begging him for more and damn does he deliver. As he continues to ravish my breast, his hand dips below and he slowly begins to circle my clit. Holy shit, he knows what he’s doing as he slowly tortures my body. I close my eyes and let out a moan, begging him for more. My eyes open to meet his devilish grin. He knows I’ll be coming undone shortly if he keeps it up. He slides a finger inside me as he continues to circle my clit and shortly, my body begins to convulse.
I lick my lips as he lifts his head and his lips crash against mine. “You have no idea what you do to me Shay.” He tells me in between kisses. “I need to feel you now.”
“Please Beau,” I whimper. I need to feel him too.