Every time I thrust upward into his body and he grinds down on my cock, I can feel the forever being promised.
Maddox is mine, and he always will be.
I’ve been lucky with my career, and I know I owe most of that to Maddox because of his connections to Matt and Ollie. Because of Ollie, I’ve signed Caleb Sorensen, and because of Matt, I’ve also signed Shane Miller and the biggest quarterback in the NFL, Marcus Talon.
It’s why I’ve been feeling guilty toward Maddox lately. I’m always working, and it always seems like I’m promising him a future where we get to share in his dream of traveling the world, only to say, “Sorry, babe, I have to fly across the country to scout another client.” There has to be a happy medium, but I haven’t found it yet.
With my five big clients and a couple of up-and-comers, I don’t really have to worry much about my job, but it’s finding the time in between all my clients’ drama to actually take Maddox places. That’s the problem.
That’s going to change. He needs to become my priority.
He’s given me everything I’ve ever wanted, and it’s time I do the same for him.
“Dude,” Maddox says breathlessly and stills with my cock still buried deep inside him. “I’m giving you my best work here, and you’re off in fairyland.”
“Did you just call me a fairy?”
He’s unamused. “Fuck off. What are you thinking about?”
My thumb traces his bottom lip I so desperately want to kiss. “I’ve been so unfair to you all these years.”
“What?” He pants, trying to catch his breath.
“I promised you a long time ago that we’d see the world together, and then all I’ve done since then is work.”
“We have forever. And need I remind you, we’re in Fiji. We can’t expect to see the entire world in only a few years. Reality comes first. Which means responsibility and work.”
“I love you so much, and I don’t want you to lose your impulsive side. It’s what made you take a chance on me even though you’d never been with a man before. I’m going to do better.”
Maddox smiles. “The only way you could do better right now is if you go back to fucking me and stop worrying about making me happy. I am happy.”
I roll my hips and move inside him, and he throws his head back with a groan. His long neck is exposed, and I waste no time nipping at it, while I reach between us and stroke his cock.
“Like this?” I murmur against his skin.
“Uh-huh.” He rises up onto his knees and sinks down on me and then does it again, slowly fucking himself on my dick.
“I love you,” I say again.
“I love you too. Always.”
I grip his hips hard and meet his thrusts until we’re breathless and panting.
“Damon.” Maddox grunts as he comes. He trembles in my arms, while his cum coats us both, and I pull him closer, holding him tight through the aftershocks.
He nods into my neck, giving me permission to keep going.
“Hold on to the headboard because this is gonna get rough.”
Maddox reaches behind me. “Bring it.”
It doesn’t take long for me to reach breaking point and come inside him.
When our breathing evens out and he climbs off my lap, I slink down into the crisp sheets and land my head on the fluffy pillow as I watch him make his way to the bathroom. We started going without condoms when we moved in together, and no matter how many times I see it, I can’t help loving to watch my cum dripping down his legs when he moves to get cleaned up. It’s my little way of claiming him.
Before he reaches the bathroom, Maddox looks over his shoulder. “You’re watching again, aren’t you, caveman?”
No point in denying it. “Yup.”
“You’re sick.”
“You say that, but you really love it.”
The shower starts, and I figure I have just enough time to get out my phone and rearrange some shit in our schedules. I wasn’t lying when I said I was going to do better.
I’m thankful Maddox takes long showers, because it takes a while to make some calls.
I’m tying up the last loose end when Maddox comes back into the room wearing only a towel.
“Seriously? You couldn’t even get up to wipe yourself down? Lazy-ass.”
I grin. “Seriously? You’re taking that tone with me even though I just spent twenty minutes planning a way for us to extend our trip and go to Australia like you originally wanted?”
Maddox’s usual happy and relaxed face turns stoic. “You what?”
“I was serious, Maddy. You deserve everything, and I’m going to find a way to make my job a second priority from now on. I’ve been going full speed for four years, and I should be stable enough to take more time off. I mean, I’ll still have my phone on, and I have to work remotely if something with one of my players pops up, but—”