Naked, Jared walked over. Gabriel couldn’t avert his eyes from Jared’s hard cock inches away from his face. It was fat and long, the red tip glistening with precome.
Jared opened the nightstand drawer and pulled out condoms and lube. “You’re blushing.”
Gabriel made a face. His pale skin always betrayed him. “I hate my skin.”
“I love your skin,” Jared said, brushing his knuckles over Gabriel’s warm cheek, down his neck, his nipples—
Gabriel trembled. Their eyes met.
“Nervous?” Jared said.
Gabriel nodded.
Some of the darkness in Jared’s eyes ebbed away. He lay down and pulled Gabe into him arms.
Gabriel shivered as their naked bodies pressed tightly against each other. “Oh,” he breathed out, trying to squirm even closer. Cuddling naked was so much better.
Jared snorted. “You’re such a cuddle-slut.” But his voice sounded pained rather than amused, his hard cock poking into Gabriel’s stomach. Jared took Gabriel’s chin into his hand and made him look at him. His pupils were so blown his eyes seemed dark. “We’ll give it a try, but you will tell me if it becomes too weird for you. Don’t try to please me. You have to stop me while I can still stop.”
Gabriel smiled shakily. “Thanks, that didn’t make me nervous at all.”
“I’m serious, Gabriel,” Jared said, his expression tight. “I don’t want to hurt you or freak you out. You’re used to my being nice and caring, but I’m actually very far from nice.”
Gabriel’s eyes widened. “You? Bullshit.”
Jared smiled crookedly. “Trust me. I’m too damn indulgent and soft with you, but it’s the exception rather than the rule. I’m rarely nice when it comes to sex. I don’t think I can be very nice, even for you—especially for you.” Jared touched his cheek with his thumb, brushed his bottom lip. “I’ve wanted this too long. I don’t want to freak you out, so don’t bite off more than you can chew.”
Gabriel blinked rapidly, unable to reconcile it with Jared. “You mean…you mean you like it rough?”
Jared leaned in and bit his earlobe. Gabriel shivered and squirmed a little. Jared’s broad hand slid down his spine and settled on his ass. “I’m not into anything hardcore, but I don’t hold back,” Jared murmured, grazing Gabriel’s ear with his teeth. His breathing was very irregular and that, more than anything, told him how far gone Jared was already.
“I trust you,” Gabriel said again.
Jared heaved a sigh. “You have no idea, do you?” he said and bit his earlobe again, this time painfully, and pulling Gabriel’s hips flush against his own. Gabe gasped, his eyes widening.
Then he was pushed onto his back and Jared started kissing him. Everywhere.
God. Gabriel’s eyelids closed slowly, his lips parting as he panted. He’d never been touched like that before—like Jared was drowning and he was air, like Jared was trying to devour all of him and couldn’t get enough. Gabriel squirmed, unsure what he wanted—he just wanted more of this. He wanted to take Jared under his skin and keep him inside forever.
Jared’s tongue pressed against his nipple, and Gabriel moaned, fully hard now, his cock aching. But Jared didn’t touch it, stroking his thighs and stomach instead.
“Jared,” Gabe whined in frustration, his fingers digging into Jared’s back.
Jared bit his nipple. “What?” he said, his voice barely recognizable.
“Don’t be such a tease.”
Chuckling hoarsely, Jared trailed his lips downward. Goosebumps ran over Gabe’s skin wherever Jared touched him.
“I love your belly button,” Jared said, kissing it. He circled his tongue around it and Gabriel moaned, grabbed his hair and pushed Jared’s head lower.
Jared chuckled again. “What do we have here?” he said, blowing on his cock. He blew, and blew, and Gabe whimpered, shuddering.
He opened his eyes to glare at Jared. The words he’d intended to say died on his lips. Seeing a man between his legs, lips inches away from his hard cock was…
“Weird,” Gabriel whispered. “This is so weird.”
Jared’s hands on his thighs tightened, his shoulders stiffening. “Weird?”
“Yeah,” Gabriel said, looking at Jared’s lips and then at the red tip of his own cock. He gripped the sheets, his cock throbbing. “But I really want to put my cock in your mouth.” He blushed, meeting Jared’s gaze. “Suck it. Suck my cock.”
His eyes dark, Jared leaned down and fucking swallowed his cock. Gabriel couldn’t help his hips rocking forward, and he couldn’t keep the long moan slipping from his throat. He panted, going cross-eyed, as Jared sucked, no teasing, no games, no bullshit: his head bobbed up and down, his wet mouth tight around his cock, and God, it was—
Jared pulled off.
Gabe whined, disoriented. “What—”
“Not yet,” Jared rasped, dropping a last kiss onto his cock before reaching for the lube.
Gabe swallowed.
Oh. Right.
Jared had never felt so out of control. He told himself to get a grip as he lubed up his fingers liberally, but they were shaking.